i found this note on my daily organizer

guys,almost one year gone i think , since i fell in love with him .
i hate the ending . yeah , i must prepared myself already .
tonite , i write this with afgan song play trough my headset , "bukan-cinta-biasa" .
No , dont guess , i am not going to cry :)
something , one thing , i've waited all over this time , the answer , finally-hearted .
Maybe , he never knows what i feel , deep-so-deep and everyday going deeper badly . oh . other thing that positive : i was unconditionally in love with him .
And , ya know , pretending on the one you love was the worst . Sucks . Hey , maybe he listen ?
Sssttt ..
PERHAPS !
i wanna hold his hand , and hug him tight , then i whisper : "dont go " or " may i go with you ?"
errr..
sooner or later , he'll yeeh gone . the one i ever scared now and yes , closer to be real .
Would he mind if i go ? such impossible thing to say .
And me ? I'll stupidly do everything for him .
im in love , im so badly in love .
anybody could help me ?
wash this pain away . when he right next to other girl . give me a super-power, God !
for the last time : i never say -goodbye-


P.S: I Love You


dede


*i found this note on my daily organizer and re-write on this blog