Jumat, 24 Desember 2010

a lover far far away



It's a bit confusing to choose the start of telling this.

Lately, i feel a fool.
Did you believe with faith? Actually, i believe God had a masterplan.
How can a long-time-ago-childhood-friend meet again after about 10 years separated?
Ok, lets said we're not meet on reality hand in hand, but at least i know what he do in the last few days.
I go my own way, he did so.
Time fading my face from his memory, but not mine.


To be honest...
He is my first ever puppy love on elementary.
Let's call him Steve.
I feel strange when i still can rewind the way he talks, the way his face look like, & the best eyes i've ever seen playing slow on my long-term memory.
The boy i can never to beat or let him fall down from his champion seat on class.


After a decade which i never been remembering those face, Social Networking changes life.
Then............... i'm sure you know what the story goes next.





A lot of fun fact i know now, especially his house which is not so far with my previous house and keep wondering why we never ever met during those decade. He grows as smart as the first time we become friend. And so on.. so on.. A LOT ! i can't write all here.



He become right as my prediction, a prince charming.
In short, i like him when i never ever meet him again from the day i move to new school.
I know this is kinda epic fail.
But, i can't help myself out when mostly of my friends said he was my future husband in faith.
LOL. (I mean it indeed, really they must be joking but always said amin sincerely)

Eventhough, he doesn't know.
I really believe in sentence "a Soulmate never swapped"



I told you,
Maybe you never know that your smile is someone's happiness...
Maybe you never know that you're priceless for someone somewhere you never thought...
'Cause everyone is someone's life and sunshine :)

This is really happen to me, a lover far far away ~ ~


Rabu, 08 Desember 2010

7th of December 2010 #19

A B'day that you'll never wish for.
Broken plan, fight with mom, no cake even food at home (because the broken plan), tasks deadline, sleep all day, No greetings from Din-da, Annoying suck-ass 'you'.
Nothing ever seems like 'its my birthday' except the ringing alert of message which unstoppable.
The loneliest ever everrr! Thanks everybody for bringing me down.
But hey, im 19! Always the bad begin make you wiser. I hope so.


i make this to entertain myself btw











Smile, desty smile! never frown! Happy birthday to me!

Senin, 06 Desember 2010

Time flies, She's all grown up

look at this baby girl










She is my neighbour's daughter.
Salsabila Delviana, i call her caca / cabi/ oneng.
My family accept her as a lil' sister of mine, because she was staying almost everyday in my house since her age 2 days old.
She have a twin =)

Now, look at this kiddos










Really, she is 4 years old on march 2012.
Time flies, i finally realize.
Thanks for colouring my lonely day, caca