Selasa, 28 Juni 2011

just write it on...

Ah... what is this?? I keep on writing then ended up "ctrl + A" --> "Delete"
I got a little hurricane in my head. A two-way-monolog discussion of self about what to do, about future, even about love. In love alone~

I feel like someone with an ordinary abilities. Nervousness of self.
I'm currently on fire to increase my language ability.
I try to learn Korean Hangukmal via Internet. It proves my Korean a lot, and I started to want more. I asked my mother if I could take a course. She told me to continue learn Japanese (again a conflicted way of thinking beetween me and mom -_-")
Not a big problem, sure, I can fix it.
And the story goes...
I have no passion suddenly to do internship. Think that to enrich myself with some skills could be the important one.
Oh holiday drive me crazy.....................................................................................................................
This my journey, no one have an idea about what I've been through. No one got permission to interrupts me.
The other story of....
Shyness Issue. Procrastinate Issue. Differentiation Issue.
Too much to think, Too much to ask, caused so many pimples on my forehead.
Increasing Hair-fall, thought that I'll be bald soon.

....And another secret finally revealed.

F, maybe I never met you face to face since you are now in heaven, but, Hi!
I promise you to take care of her. Please rest in peace :)

Then....
Love stories which seems the same no-progress -_-"
In love with no one, even once I'm in love it'll be a hide and seek love.
Love to adore by my side, see him through distances.
I am, Yes, I'm a 4 dimension girl. Desty, didn't you think you will turn 20 this year?!
OH NOOOOOOOOOO!!! My only birthday wishes could be only one : Forever 19.

...And so on so on.... will see ya later, blogwalkers! Chu~