Here I am at the top of my laziness (and still writing?). Well this is monday and I left office just for today's plan: seeing my doctor but unexpectedly I skip today's lecture too. Yah.. I'm free for today -not really because I did some works from home- but you know, work from home always be my pleasure.. by home I mean everywhere I desired.
Been thinking about myself and today.
I slept well...ate well..watched dramas..lied on sofa like zombie. Sometimes it is stressfull to be a collegian and an employee of a company at the same time. Especially in my twenty, I got less me-time. It is hard to control yourself from a strong will to run away sometimes. Like, what I do now.
I'm happy with my life. I really am. Good friends, good colleague, good... everything was good so far. It is just sometimes I re-think again. About my life. Why am I here? Is this right what I want? Did it good? I re-think again.
Some of the time I end with some options in mind. I think about letting go what I have now, and continue learning languages and start a new day with it. Or... I'll move and spend my whole life in Korea being a wife of a chaebol and owned a nasi goreng and mie ayam store there.
I got crazy imagination. I always re-think.
But in the end I'll back to the track and re-think again....some time to come.