I was walking, chatting with a long time friend. Passing my co-workers and pretend not seeing them on the way. They shout at me, "How pretty you are today!". My pretending-not-to-see-them fail. I am smiling and waving proudly, today I wear my favorite brown dress - a gift from bestfriends.
After that, I wonder in thoughts.
Those nights B used to call me his pretty girl. How it would be nice if he say it again. I want to hear it again "pretty, why are you being single?" I obviously blushed that day.
Then I remember B. I might not see him at the end of this year, but I have faith with me.
But B, I think I'm OK.
I'm an all grown up girl.
I cut my hair short, sooner than I told you the last time. I look cool - I think you'll like.
I think it's a better day there. I think even a better christmas there. Lights, fire and xmas market. Beers. - and plus even better with a cuddle mate.
I know that you are re-shaping that profile here and there. Hoping for that miracle. Company on that cold cold winter. 2°C is bad to be faced alone. Without a warm hug, without a gentle kiss. I understand.
B, you had me at hello.
That hello I will cherish forever. You are a piece of puzzle, here, in my heart.
If not anytime soon God leads our way, I hope you have a warm warm winter and christmas, there, at your heart.
Yours truly xxxx
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