Solitude

“....Nobody likes being alone that much...”

― Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood 

“Why do people have to be this lonely? What's the point of it all? Millions of people in this world, all of them yearning, looking to others to satisfy them, yet isolating themselves. Why? Was the earth put here just to nourish human loneliness?”

― Haruki Murakami, Sputnik Sweetheart 

I don't have to say much. Haruki's words always write my heart out.

Kemudian suatu malam ia keluhkan padaku, rasa lelahnya.
Dengan aneh aku merasa kuat atas ucapannya. Mematahkan pikiranku yang terlalu logis "mana sanggup kubagi bahu ini untuk bersila orang lain"

Aku salah...ketika ia taruhkan bongkah letihnya di pundakku. Aku merasa.... bahagia. Aku merasa... ada lagi cinta.